12th notes on progress

08 Aug, 2025

Yesterday, I learned about Paul Valery. He was on another vibe. Where? What is he talking about in philosophy of dance? Why go and read him? Life is short, you get to do one thing. You didn´t get to play Risk before father left for Spain. Should you learn Chinese? Why? then what to do? i am trapped. trapped, in my head. health is fragile. I don´t know how long I will last, less so in a healthy state. a type of future nostalgia. Where will I be? does not matter. I am here. reduce the role of luck in the world. time is fleeting. great is the matter of life and death. Gone, gone! Don´t waste this life. Why learn Chinese? why study medicine? be like Da Vinci? What does that mean? Don´t die. Don´t die. Gather resources. What to do ? Meditation. Be in your body. Why learn Chinese? No. This time to learn to use AI. Not image. Not video. Not audio. Text. Only focus on text. Not games. Not code. A way to augment language as a medium of exchange. Make langauge a better medium to exchange ideas. You will soon be gone. It´s not about jobs. It´s not about roles. These things are imposed from outside. They do not determine your reality unless you allow them to. Why would I. In case it´s positive situation, you get full of ego. In case it´s not a satisfactory situation, you feel resentment. And, to your dismal realization, it´s not even deserved, it´s really a mix of luck and circumstances. Beware. Be picky with your attention. Don´t wander. Don´t wander into movies, or audio, or podcasts. DOn´t do information overload. Be careful. Choose something and focus. Math. Muscle. Meditation. That´s it. How to learn math? Find a way. Resourcefulness. AI will be most likely better than me at most cognitive tasks. So just enjoy.